ugly

What is this crap about maternity glow. It is more like a fog cloud of ugly. My face has never looked worse or hair both are oily and my face constantly has zits. My lips are always dry too and I drink at least 5 liters a day of water. Let me not get into the male hair growth it is like I am sprouting like a chia pet my face my arms my legs even UNBELIEVABLE!!!!! AND AS I HAVE MENTIONED BEFORE I PEE MY PANTS NOW. Who knew? I shouldn't be complaining I am very blessed to even be pregnant but come on at some point I thought It would get better. It sucks having to depend on someone else having to shave you when you are a burly hairy girl man. I hope Jason will recover from this and find me attractive after the stuff he has to do Bless him. I love my little kicks lately though. It just hurts when Zoe attacks my Lap-Band port. She thinks its a punching bag or a kick toy I am not sure. My last ultrasound the boys are head down and side by side all you could see was two little hineys side by side shaking at us it was so cute. i hope they will do some 3-D's for me Monday so I can see their faces again. I wonder if the boys still look like Jason and the girl looks like me?